Anger

There's plenty to write about if you've got the right motivation.  Especially if you've got people who've done everything they can to bury, humiliate, and destroy you.  There are times when we've hit some tremendously difficult winter times, and in those time you find out who you're friends really are.  Occasionally things happen because we make bad decisions, and sometimes we face difficulty because of other people's idiotic choices.  I could tell you stories, but no doubt you've seem some of your own, because that's part of the human experience, or whatever.  We live an in age where people are thin skinned liars and cheats.  Everyone gets a trophy, and people sweep their own failures under the rug, but don't mind watching people's lives implode on national television.  There is always someone out to get you.  Not everyone is like that, and not everyone wants to expend the energy it takes to want to control, dictate, or ruin other people's lives.

Of course our natural reaction is to be angry at such things, and rightly so.  Anger is never the problem, what we do with that anger is.  We can be angry with ourselves, with circumstances, or with others, but if we do it right, anger can be motivation.  I won't get into specifics, but I've seen people lie about me, even wish me dead, and there would be a time, when such things overwhelmed.  Often the process is long to deal, but once you figure out what to do with your anger, its a great thing.  Eventually it sort of disappears into something else.  Motivation.  Now I want to get rich and not look back.  It would make a ton of things easier, and I can do some things like pay off bills, and...well...lounge all day like the rich do.  And of course if the writing thing is successful, if anyone is successful at anything, you stick it to people who doubted, belittled, or tried to ruin for their own wacky ends.  Motivation.  Its whats for dinner.